How smug am I?

One of the reasons I moved to using Nucleus is that I wanted to be able to customise my blogging tool. And indeed, I have just done so, so that whenever I make a post, it’ll look through it for a list of friends that I have defined, and automatically wrap their names in links to their LJs.

It’s by no means my whole friends list, but it’s a list of people I’m reasonably likely to refer to more than once a year. Like Fin, Andrew and Marysia, for example. I think it’s even work if I put an apostrophe after their names, so if I decide to talk about Fin‘s sexy new hairdo, that’ll work too…

Grey Wash

There’s a grey wash over the world today. That Autumn weather that can’t be arsed to rain, a dampness blown by the wind that comes to London every year. Matches the scabby building site view I’ve had out the window for the last month or two, and suits the way I feel, too.

It was Fin’s birthday at the weekend. (Ciara’s and Andrea’s, too). I drank an intemperate amount, and as a result had a hangover for most of the day yesterday, and feel washed out through lack of sleep over the weekend – six hours drunken collapse on Saturday night is not a substitute for real sleep, and it’s always a day or two later that lack of sleep really hits me.

All this means that I’m annoyingly behind on Stormbreak – I really need to be writing 6 or seven pages a day for the rest of the week to get back on course.

And, of course, today is Andrew’s birthday. I have no idea what’s happening for that.

But that’s birthday-and-going-out season over. It’s a bit under a month to the next birthday (Marysia’s, which pretty much marks the start of the Christmas season for me.

So, that’s my life. I have run out of party, and now must get back to work. Dang.

Strange Meat

Lunch at the gastropub over the road from work, on the company. It’s one of the great perks of working here, Battersea Park and the power station being the other ones, of course. Apparently, the power station came in fourth in a recent list of national eyesores in some magazine or other, presumably voted for by the blind, or possibly just the terminally stupid. But either way, I can add another animal to the list: Springbok. Very nice it was too, on an apple and port mash with bok choi and lentils with red wine jus.

Accordion, Bass and Drums

The Tiger Lillies last night were fantastic, as expected. Bumped into the landlord of The Sun (one of my favourite pubs) while I was there – turns out he’s a fan too. Braved the bun-fight for CDs and then had a shopping accident. I’d been intending to pick up the new CD, but somehow bought two of their older ones as well. Whoops.

As if that weren’t enough money to spend, I discovered that Kodo are playing in February next year. Have talked Fin into going, and duly paid a small fortune for two tickets. I urge anyone reading this to give serious consideration to forking out for it themselves – it’s pricy, but no more that you’d pay for a good ballet or opera, and personally, it offers me far more than either of those do. I have no idea how to describe them – their music is beautiful, but it’s the sheet physicality of the performance that makes them well worth the money. So I’ll resort to stealing the words of others, who’re clearly having as much trouble defining them as I am:

“Balancing a deadly aggression with utter tranquility, their sound stretches from the lightest of rainfall to cataclysmic thunderclaps, from pleasant laughter to discordant fear and from silence to – just once here – a wall of sound, as high, frightening and impregnable as a mountain. Musicians, theatre directors and all interested in the sheer power of sound to feed emotions should take note.” – The Grauniad.

“Dynamic, electrifying vision ….Nothing will prepare you for the 1,000 lb. drum assault, the precise timing or the wall of sound. An essential experience.” – Time Out.

Seriously, go and see them.

Making Pretty

I am not a designer. I can just about lay a comprehensible web page out. But It’s getting round to time for Black Ink’s yearly overhaul, and I can’t seem to come up with anything. Of course, some might say “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it”, but I have no interest in hearing that. I’ve had an off-the-shelf design for a year now, and I know CSS a bit better by this point, having rebuilt Ninth Art into a table-less layout. But try as I might, I can’t come up with a layout that interests me.

In desperation, I’ve tried just playing with the colours of my current one, and I can’t make that work, either. Anyone know anywhere I can look for inspiration?

I Laugh As The Tears Wash The Rain

I’m off to see Flogging Molly tonight. To amuse myself at work, I’ve been reading around my subject a bit – interviews with Dave King (their lead singer), works by Irish poets, interviews with Shane MacGowan, critiques of Joyce, that sort of thing.

This may seem like a bit much, just to go and see a celtic-punk act for a few hours on a Friday night, but y’know, it’s a subject that fascinates me – the cultural hertiage of Ireland. One of the support acts last time I saw FM have a T-shirt that reads “It’s a second-generation Irish indentity crisis thing – you wouldn’t understand”, and as much as I shy away from identifying myself as Irish these days, there’s a part of that in me.

Watered-down mutant of a Belfast accent notwithstanding, I’m a London boy. I don’t even qualify as “London Irish” – I was raised in a nice middle class suburb in South London, and went to school with South London kids. I’m more familiar with Belfast than the Kilburn High Road. At school, yeah, I identified myself as Irish, as much because everyone else did (even if they knew I was born and raised in the same area as them), and it was easier to go with the flow. It took me until my early twenties to get past that.

But still – if I say I’m going home for Christmas, I mean back to Northern Ireland. I’m keenly aware that as much as I’ve inherited my father’s temperment, I’ve inherited my mother’s background. And for all the rest of my family isn’t terribly ‘Oirish’ (because, y’know, they actually live there), there’s a cultural heritage there, a mindset and a way of thinking that fascinates me, and that shows through in the literature and music, and the circumstances surrounding it.

Irish comedian Ardal O’Hanlon has a joke in one of his stand up routines: “The pubs in Dublin are full of writers and poets – in most other countries, they’re called drunks”, but in point of fact, most of the people whose writing about Ireland interests me are the ones who’ve left it, as much for the commonality one finds in them as for the writing itself – they retain their love/hate relationship with the place, and nowhere else quite matches up, but they can’t write about the place while they’re actually there.

Ireland (and I’m generalising, based on my experience of the North – I can’t imagine the South is much different, based on the writings and commentary I’ve enountered) is often a parochial place. If you don’t fit in, you’re going to have a hard time, and the only place in the world that matters in the nearby area, which is partly, I think why so many of them had to leave. Even if they themselves weren’t given a bad time, it’s not a place that supports reaching out of oneself, one’s immediate environment – which is surely the point of any writing – to communicate with a wider world – very well.

To return to Flogging Molly – there’s a transmuative quality in King’s song writing, perhaps the very essence of the Irish custom of the wake, something that turns sadness and mourning into a party. It’s there in Shane MacGowan’s work, too levied with MacGowan’s darker edge, or even in the works of James Mangan, Ireland’s answer to Poe, and it’s tempting to draw a connection between this tradtion in Irish culture, and the need for Irish expatriates to go at length about Ireland – at attempt to get past their own sadness at having left the place (because for all they’ve left, you can bet there’s a small, parochial part of them, wishing they were back there) by making the distance into a virtue, using it to write about the place with a greater clarity.

Well, that’s more then enough nonsense for now. As you were.

No Time For, Well, Anything, Dr Jones.

Hugely busy weekend coming up. Out Friday night, out all day Saturday, write 15 or so pages of script on Sunday to catch up on missed Friday and Saturday, which should take me comfortable past one third done nicely ahead of schedule.

As always happens during periods where I have a lot of work going on, I find myself spontaneously generating ideas at a rate of knots so I’m amusing myself a bit at work by kicking around a pulp romp with zombie dinosaurs and fucking big snakes and Aztec gods, and wondering if I haven’t finally found a setting for a character I’ve been tinkering with for years called John Dials. The whole thing would play like Indiana Jones, if Indy made time for tea and scones every afternoon, and followed the cricket. And as I think about it more, I finally might be able to use the title BIG DEAD BONES…

Also toying with the idea of condensing some of the first ten pages of Stormbreak down to two – it’ll remove a small element of show and replace it with tell, but it might also excise a fairly weak sub-plot, and the replaced items won’t hurt too much, I think. Either way, it’ll wait to December…